Aenni's blog

Dear diary,

Not sure what to think about Jay right now. She's really nice and a good friend and good person and stuff, but some of what she's been saying lately has been making me feel uncomfortable. Keeps flirting with me and stuff, like she would like me to be more than a friend or something. Yeah, I know I'm not with Muri anymore--and I wonder where he's been? Haven't seen him since Serinde and I got back to Silvermoon--but I don't think I'd want to be more than friends with Jay. Just happy being friends with her and stuff.

Dear diary,

This past week's been a really good one. I knew it would be--knew that getting out of Silvermoon would be a good thing. It's been really good to get away from there and just relax and not worry about anything. I know Serinde's had a good time, too--I'm glad she came with me and I could show her some of the places in Kalimdor. It's just been a really good time.

I don't want to go back home. I really don't want to go back to Silvermoon.

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Dear diary,

Headmistress is gone. Some of my friends were kicked out just because they weren't Sin'dorei. Don't understand why that had to happen. Don't think it should have happened. Magister Belanore is now the headmaster. Heard everything on the hearthstone last night.

May 24

Dear diary,

Wish there was some way that I could just forget everything that has happened--or if not forget them entirely then just do what I used to be able to do and learn not to think about everything that happened. Used to be able to do that until shortly after the last term started. Wish I could do it again, but I don't think I can while people still ask me about stuff. Between the sessions and what Professor Melathanore was asking me yesterday and the nightmares, I don't think I'll be able to not think about stuff long enough for them to just go away.

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Dear diary,

May 7

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Dear diary,

Got a couple of letters recently. One was from Muri, with some more dried flowers with it. Still have the flowers, too--they're with the others that were in his last letter. The other was from Ashinara--apparently she wanted to apologize for what happened that night. I don't know what to think--do I believe the letter or do I believe what she told me that day at the prison? I don't know. I'm confused. I don't want to think about it right now.

29 April

--Discussed potential transfer to Sunsail with Dawnfury. Asked why he wanted transfer; stated that wanted to leave Silvermoon and travel. Uncertain if he truly understands Sunsail's role in Academy or what is expected of students, but agreed to allow transfer. Stated was interested partially due to Duskrose being in League; hoping he does not expect to be in same classes or projects as her all the time.

Dear diary,

Starting to be allowed to leave for short periods of time. Have to be careful and not stay longer than I'm allowed and stuff. They say I'll be allowed to stay out longer as I keep getting better, as long as nothing bad happens during the time away or something. Asked if I could leave, and was told I couldn't yet. Wish I could. I want to go home.